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Name: Sophie
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

things that can't be seen

 

The Next Savior

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 25, 2005, 12:35 AM

Worried about how this might affect you
Feeding a dream that will never exist
Talking with you on a level I’ve never been
But with you alone
Will you buy something for two hundred?
I lowered its price
So maybe I can give myself away
To you in an economic way
Not have to tell you
The thoughts that cross my mind during the day
Of hearing how the deacon spoke
And I began to get the sense
His talk of the next savior
Was somehow directed at me
Could you buy some strings instead?
Before I hollow out filling our time
Before you make me tell you it’s all right
When you just as well know
It’s not, building a universal ambiguity
I am willing to give it to you for free
If you promise not to ask me another question
On what it is I’m holding in


i really don't know what this is about :)
o well its my post for the day
 
 
 
 
 
Sure Shot, Best Bet

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 18, 2005, 1:58 PM

I will be the one to run to
If you want me to
I am here waiting for you
I am sure you can tell
In your weary walks at night
You know there is a place to sleep
Next to me
Always kept for you
There is nothing to be said
Just yet
You’re still convinced
When you slide inside
I’ll have you run out of town
With the neighborhood following
I don’t want to force it upon you
But I cannot let you in until
You are sure yourself
What is it you want from me
I am sorry I cannot always be a sure shot
But when it comes to gaining
The best bet I know
We know it’s us
So make your choice soon
Before I realize just how much
I’ve been giving of myself
To someone who could easily
Take it all away
Faster than I can have time to think it through
 
 
Three A.M

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 12, 2005, 6:08 PM

The ultimate companion
So easily lost
And rarely found
Someone’s love you hate to lose

Heard you stayed up all night
Terrified of the hours that passed
Can I tell you, I was too
And the only consolation
Was the thought that if you were there
Along side me through the night
We’d be all right
In the face of the devil
We’d see this sense I’ve been talking
Of our dual personalities
That the only evil is our own
We have the strength to fight
What a global impact this has had
No ones been able to sleep these past few days
Seems when eyes shut
Imagination keeps them open
Masking our God in heaven
Who’s here protecting us
All night, not one hour, he’s left our side
We can conquer this terror
This fear we are living
Keep this in mind at night
When the ungodly hour creeps by
That not one of us is capable
Of being harmed
When it is all in our minds
And God is on the lines
Fighting for our lives



needs a lot of work


Sunday, September 18, 2005

The Hemisphere of You and Me

 

Boy you think it’s me
Not just a match for you to play
But an angel of god
Graced with a touch
To make You and I perfect soul mates
Sorry, but the time is too late
I Thought we were ideal too
But I found we were star-crossed
Not lovers at all
But ill-fated indeed
Look at where we’ve come to meet
I am chasing the next asteroid off its course
You’re finding your way back
On a spaceship this time
We almost collided in our race
We stopped our days to see if each other were okay
Knowing we were totaly safe
I said we should catch up
A simple way to begin a goodbye
And I thought you understood too
But when you make it back home
I know you’ll be looking for me
Near your neighborhood
I’ll be chasing that asteroid I was telling you about
I won’t have time to bother
With your fantasy of you and me
Sorry boy, but the time is too late
I am not your soul mate
Just another soul quake
In the hemisphere of you and me


Thursday, September 15, 2005

What’s that

Taken a trip to the pages

Forgetting the foundations of an intricate piece

Creating a novel

On loosely constructed characters

Growing a plant away from its roots

Leaves wilting before they grow

A flower can never open

If there is no seed to begin its existence

What am I going to do

How will I find the stepping stones

On which I must travel back

Away from the big dream

To build the landscape I’ve seen foggy ahead

Find a base that will create

What I can barely see in front of me

Create a home that may not

Raise a family I want to be


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

To my Stars, A Founding

God asked me what weapon I needed

And I didn’t know what he was talking

A weapon? Does God expect me to choose?

How could I use something that might cause pain

And deny me my place in heaven

But then I realized

In the frontlines of a war

Just what he was getting at

That he had single handedly slipped it in my hands

I was completely oblivious to it

I didn’t even bother to use it when I was really in a jam

I’d let the time pass slowly

While I’d cry of the injustice I’d endured

To a mind that wasn’t listening

But one night

Lying in the trenches

Really trying to find solace

In the little stars of the night

I realized that the lights were just a founding

That I would build my fortress upon

Using the sword I was handed

I could battle whatever came crawling near

While laying my bricks upon the stars of the sky

Building, and honing the house I was given

To be in the heavens with God


terrified right now

but finding solace in

girls words

and boys if i can find

how wonderful it is to feel safe

just knowing we all connect

somehow somewhere

we're united as one

in that one instance

that we all feel the same

we will make it all right

just another night



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